September17...

Ugh.. Too busy to update blog... Sorry guys... Sigh... Being hurt by Melinda again... I am going to tell you loud and clear that, I am sorry... I can't handle this well... I am not a good person... Sorry I can't forgive you this time.. It's just that every time when I am being hurt by you... You just say sorry to me.. And expecting me saying never mind... Don't you understand?? I am sorry... You said that you hate Johor people.. Now once and for all I am telling you that get off my life.. You not only insult me... You insult everyone that is born in Johor... Wad the hell... Who do you think you are?? When I saw those words... I was really hurt... You said that you will change, you will change , you will change... But did you put it into action? The answer is no... Melinda... I am really curious wad kind of people are you... Your actions tell me that you really wanna be friends with me... But at the very next moment, you were talking bout stuff behind my back... I am sorry... Bout I told you yesterday, I am just trying to tell you my real feeling... Then you keep on repeating you will change... Then fine.. Okay.. I trust you... Then today, you were absolutely mad with me coz I told Jiang Zu wad you said yesterday... I really couldn't understand... Jiang Zu's my best friend... Why can't I tell her???? I am going to say that I hate you like you said you hate me... Coz I have promised myself... I will never hate anybody... From wad you told me yesterday... I knew that the reason you said sorry to me bout our last fight, is that you realized that nobody wanna talk to you, that's why you try to make me forgive you... When you told me that Jiang Zu don't even wanna talk to you, you were very upset... I am more sure of wad I had thought... I am very tired and I don't wanna think anymore... You know, a lot of my friends told me that I shouldn't waste my time on you... But wad did I do?? Again and again I tell myself that you are a friend of mine.. I will never want to lose any of my friend... But anyway, it's over right now... Please don't say sorry to me anymore.. I beg of you... I can't accept them anymore... So perhaps you could keep them... I guess this is the best for both of us.... Best of luck Melinda..... :)